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  One time a dude told him to suck his dick out of disrespect. In jail, you never do that, you never tell another man to suck your dick. But Burt just walked away like it was nothing. He asked him why and he said, “Don’t get it twisted youngster. I’m no punk and if that man would have put his hands on me I would have hurt him, but he didn’t. He used his words to try to make me act on my emotions. Men don’t act we respond and responding means to think as a responsible person and that is what I did.”

  “Shit! That was the deepest shit I have ever heard.” Bless said.

  But G didn’t feel the same way. The next day that man that disrespected Burt was found stabbed up in the T.V room. G wasn’t having anyone disrespect him and to disrespect his friend meant you disrespected him too. Just like Bless thought they were as different as night and day.

  “Yo youngin, come outside and get this work out with us.” G said.

  “Aight G, I’m with that,” Bless replied. So, all three men walked outside to the jail yard.

  Outside Bless saw people he knew and threw up the blood sign to say what’s up. The others did the same to him and kept moving about their business. “G let’s hit the pull-up bar first then the weights.”

  “I’m with that youngster,” G replied. Bless hit the bar first and did twenty pull-ups. Then G went up next. For a forty year old man his body was in good shape from all the years of doing time.

  “So, youngster you know what you’re going to do when you hit them streets?” Burt asked.

  “Yeah finish getting my life straight. I can’t come back here,” Bless responded.

  “I feel you on that, but everybody says they not coming back and come right back here. So, what are you going to do to not come back?” Burt asked.

  “I’m where I need to be and soon I’ll never have to look back,” Bless said.

  “Okay we’ll see,” Burt said.

  “Burt leave him alone,” G said as he finished doing his twenty pull ups. “Yeah! Get that money youngster. That’s all that matters in this world,” G said.

  “Now you sound like every other Black man in this place,” Burt replied. Bless’ back was turned. He was laughing at G and Burt arguing. He loved when they went back and forth over shit, thinking only one of them could be right. Not knowing both of them were right in their own way.

  June came out of nowhere with a jail made knife in his hand. June had been watching Bless from the moment he entered the yard and now Bless’ back was turned and this was the perfect opportunity to get him. June hated Bless because Bless smacked him a month back in front of everyone in the yard. He had been holding hands and feeling on Kelly’s ass in the yard. It wouldn’t have been a problem, if Kelly was a girl, but she wasn’t. She or he was gay. A man that had long hair like a girl, talked like a girl, and had a shape like a girl, but wasn’t one.

  Bless thought there was nothing wrong with gay people, but it was wrong to be down with a gang and be gay. Then everybody would think the whole gang got down on the same shit and no one would respect them. June was a blood. His set was called N.T.G and he knew better, but got weak and wanted some of Kelly’s good stuff. He heard about him from the other inmates. When Bless saw June’s hands all over Kelly’s ass, he got mad and walked straight over to him. “Yo, what the fuck are you doing son?” Bless yelled.

  “Bless I’m just chilling with Kelly you know,” June replied. By now everybody in the yard was watching to see what would happen.

  “No, I don’t fucking know, homie,” Bless yelled.

  Kelly was looking scared to death. She (he) knew who Bless was and how he got down and he just started to stop wilding out and she didn’t want any part of the drama and pain he could bring. “Umm, Bless can I please leave?”

  “Yeah, yeah, you can go this has nothing to do with you. You’re just trying to make your money,” Bless responded.

  Everybody knew in jail that Kelly sold his ass for whatever they had. Bless knew this and respected his hustle as long as he and all the other chumps stayed the fuck away from him. Kelly walked away as fast as he could. She wanted no part of this and everybody knew how Bless got down. When he was mad, there was no telling what he’d do. Even though he’d stopped wilding out, he was still Bless and the beast inside of him just didn’t die overnight.

  “Yo, Bless chill I was just having some fun,” June said.

  “Some fun? Some fun? Nigga, are you crazy? You’re blood and its niggas like you that fuck the game up in jail. Fucking all these homos and then go home to give our women AIDS and then they pass it on to the next nigga because of your ass.”

  “So what’s your point,” June said and with that Bless smacked the shit out of him. June hit the ground because the smack was so hard. He was seeing stars. June got up and looked at Bless.

  “What nigga, you ain’t going to do shit!” Bless yelled.

  “Yo Bless, why you got to hit me like that?”

  Bless smacked him again. This time June managed not to fall and he now wanted to fight, but one look at Bless was a dark skin, human beast, two hundred and fifty pounds of muscle and he was a killer. “Bless you got that, you got that,” June said.

  “I know I got that pussy and as a matter of fact you not Blood no more. Don’t say you are again, you hear me,” Bless yelled. Bless smacked the words starting to come out of his mouth and June hit the ground again. Everybody in the yard started to laugh. Getting smacked was one of the worst forms of disrespect for a man, it meant you’re not even worthy to get hit like a man, but like a girl. June got smacked four times. So, from that day on no one respected June and all the Bloods were now against him.

  Lite was June’s only boy that stood by him after everyone else turned their back on him. Lite wasn’t feeling that June was messing with Kelly, but June was his boy and he still had his back.

  June and Lite walked up on Bless in the yard with jail made knives in their hands. Bless was too busy laughing and talking to G and Burt to notice them. “Yo, G you’re crazy,” Bless replied.

  “Youngster I’m telling you the truth when I get to eating them girls’ pussy they go crazy it’s an old timer’s trick. I’ll show it to you one day.” G replied. Bless and Burt busted out laughing.

  G was about to say something when he peeped June and Lite, but it was too late. June stabbed Bless in his lower back, “Yeah motherfucker, you thought you could play me.” June pulled the knife out of Bless’s back and was about to stab him again. When G pulled out an ice pick and stabbed him.

  “AH AH shit shit,” June said as he fell back a little.

  Then Lite tried to stab G, but Burt jabbed him in the nose, breaking it. Bless was holding his side and spit out a razor into his other hand from his mouth, walked up to June, and started cutting away at June’s face opening it up to the white meat. Then Bless tried to cut his neck, but June was moving away from the razor. June was swinging the knife he had wildly trying his best to stab Bless. Bless grabbed June’s hand, overpowered him, took the knife from him, and stabbed June with June’s knife.

  G and Burt had Lite on the ground stabbing him over and over. The situation happened so fast no one in the yard even saw what went down. When an old school Blood peeped it, he came running to help Bless. His name was Gunner and was locked up for life for killing three people.

  “Yo, Bless get the fuck out of here. I’ll handle this shit,” Gunner yelled and then looked at the two men on the ground bleeding. “I got three bodies already kid and you’re about to go home. I’ll take this dog,” Gunner said.

  Bless, G, and Burt took off their shirts because they were now covered in blood. Some other inmates they knew passed them some clean shirts to put on before they left the yard.

  “Yo, Bless we ain’t got much time left before those correctional officers come around looking for blood and wounds on everybody. We have to get cleaned up!” G said.

  Bless went in his cell and cleaned himself off and washed his stab wound. The knife didn’t go deep so that was a good thing
he told himself. G placed a hot piece of metal and burnt Bless’s wound to stop the bleeding. Bless yelled as the hot metal cooked his flesh. Bless wanted to yell louder, but held it in because the correctional officer was walking around doing his count.

  Ten minutes later, all cleaned up, Bless, G, and Burt were playing cards like nothing happened when the correctional officer called lock down.

  “I told you youngster them officers going to check if anyone got blood on their hands or stab wounds, but your dark skin will cover up the burn. We did stop the bleeding and hide that wound,” G said.

  Every inmate had to be locked in their cells. The correctional officers came cell to cell checking every inmate and finally reached Bless’ cell. They checked his hands and then body and found nothing. The jail stayed on lock down for two weeks. Bless found out that Lite died that day in the yard and June was still in the jail’s hospital.

  Gunner told the correctional officers he killed Lite and stabbed June. He was charged with another body and more jail time. He didn’t care. He was never going home in the first place. Bless promised he’d make sure to always hold down Gunner and his family.

  June didn’t snitch to the correctional officer about who stabbed him. He knew he was already dead. The word in the jail was Bless put a hit out on him and everybody will want his head. He’ll have to sign into P.C. or protective custody, but he knew he still wouldn’t be safe.

  Free at Last

  Chapter 11

  Sitting in his dark cell, all Bless could do was think about what the day held. It was the morning of the eighth and his last hour in jail. He had already given away all his books and food to the other inmates he was cool with. He wouldn’t need those things after today.

  A voice came from the loud speaker as the correctional officer yelled, “Andrew Web aka Bless on the discharge.” Bless thought this day would never come. Shit this day was all he could think about after copping out to three years on conspiracy charges. Bless left everything in his cell, but his letters and pictures of Tess. As he left, he said his goodbyes to the dudes he was cool with.

  Once outside the jail, he had on some jeans and a tank top. Damn it felt good to be free he thought as he looked around, but didn’t see Tess. ‘Shit, she was supposed to be outside waiting for me. It’s not like her to let me down,’ he said to himself. As that thought passed through his mind, a burgundy Bentley GT flying spur with 22 inch rims on it pulled up. ‘Damn, I can’t wait to get back to the streets. I have to get me one of those,’ Bless thought.

  The driver side door opened up cutting through the air like a jackknife. The Lamborghini style doors on the Bentley made it look even sicker. Bless was a baller, but couldn’t help but to look at the car. Just then a pair of thick sexy brown legs stepped out of the car. Bless’s dick got rock hard just looking at them. Then the woman stepped all the way out of the car. She was dressed in a burgundy miniskirt with matching high heels and a small shirt that was tied up in a knot around her back making it possible to see the shape of her breasts. Bless’ eyes met hers and they both smiled. She ran over to him and jumped in his huge arms.

  “Hey baby, I missed you,” she said while placing a kiss on his lips and letting out a moan at the same time. Bless grabbed a handful of her ass squeezing it and thanking God because he missed the feeling of it for so long now. “Let’s get out of here,” she said.

  “Hell yea, Mami. I feel you on that. Damn Tess! This is a nice fucking car. This is going to shit on my Benz,” Bless replied.

  “Umm, baby I sold your Benz.”

  “You what? You did what?” Bless yelled. “It’s okay I’ll drive your car,” Bless said.

  “Oh hell no, nigga. My man got to have his own shit,” Tess responded. They sat down in the car and pulled down the doors. Tess pushed the start button and the car came to life and they took off. Tess said, “But I’ll drive my man’s shit.”

  Bless laughed, “Oh is that right?”

  The whole ride home little to no words were said, lust and love was building in the air. Tess couldn’t keep her eyes off her man and how fucking big and cut up he got. Bless couldn’t keep his eyes off of her. He couldn’t believe how juicy her body had gotten over the years. The heat and lust was building up from all the years they weren’t able to touch each other burning them up inside.

  “Girl, keep your eyes on the road before you kill our asses. Shit, I ain’t trying to die before I get a taste of that sweet stuff of yours,” Bless stated.

  “I was thinking the same thing boo,” Tess responded.

  When they got to the city and Tess passed Brooklyn, “Yo boo! Where are we going,” Bless asked.

  “Home nigga.”

  “Shit baby, ain’t home in Brooklyn. We still have the townhouse right?”

  “But of course, boo. I held everything down while you were gone.” She said.

  “So where are we going?” Bless asked.

  “You’ll see,” Tess said with a devilish grin on her face. Tess drove passed Queens into Far Rockaway then over a bridge that read Long Beach, Long Island. She drove a few blocks and pulled in driveway with a two-story house and with a garage. The house was beautiful in every way. A red 7.45 BMW was parked in the driveway.

  “Yo, who’s BMW?” Bless asked.

  “That’s mine boo.” Being locked up, he never asked what she was driving while inside because it made him miss the streets. “So you pushing the BMW and the Bentley, shit I made you into a monster,” Bless replied.

  “No baby, the Bentley ain’t mine.”

  “What? I know you not driving no one car. You know how I feel about that shit.”

  “Listen, I only drive my cars and my man’s cars.”

  “So who whip is this?” He questioned.

  “It’s yours baby,” she said as she turned and got out of the car and handed him the keys to the car.

  Bless just smiled, he liked the car, but loved the woman and watching her walk to the front door with her ass shaking with every step was doing something to him. Tess unlocked the front door and waited for him to enter.

  Once Bless entered the house, he wasted no time. He grabbed Tess by the waist, turned her around making her hold the wall with both hands, and arched her back. He lifted her Burgundy mini-skirt, moved the matching thong to the side, placed his hands on her fat ass, spread her cheeks and began licking and sucking and tasting her.

  “Oooh! Daddy I miss that so damn much,” Tess moaned. Bless began to lick her clit, teasing her even more. “Ooh, mmm, yes baby.” His tongue made its way to her clit up and down, he licked it in a circular motion around her ass hole. “Damn! Baby!” Tess yelled. She couldn’t take it anymore. She wanted to feel his tongue in her ass. She grabbed his head while still holding onto the wall with one hand pushing his face as far as it could go between her cheeks.

  Bless started licking even faster and more wilder, eating her pussy and her ass at the same time. “You like that,” he said in between licks and sucks.

  “Yes, yes, yes Daddy,” Tess moaned. “I love it. Yes! Yes!” Bless was fucking her with his tongue in her ass. Tess’ body shook as his tongue went in and out of her asshole making her cum repeatedly. Bless stood up and used his hand to wipe the cum off his face. He grabbed Tess’ waist and put his big black dick right in her wet pussy and started to dick her down. It had been so long for him. He started to wild out and fuck the shit out of Tess taking years of sexual frustration out on her pussy. The more he was wilder he got the more Tess loved it.

  “Who pussy is this?” he yelled with each pump.

  “This is your pussy baby yours,” Tess yelled back.

  Bless grabbed her shoulders and a handful of her long hair making his ten inch dick go in and out of her with every pump and pulling her more into him. Bless looked down and noticed his name tattooed in big letters on her back and smiled. It must have been something she got done while he was locked up.

  “Ooooh daddy, it’s your pussy. Tear it up!” Bless did just that. He pulle
d her hair even more making her arch her back until his dick went as far in as it could go and started pounding away. “Damn, damn baby, I can feel it soon reach my lungs.” Bless was so backed up and the pussy was feeling so good. He pumped even harder. He beat up that pussy like it did something wrong making them both cum four times. They took a minute to relax. “Damn, that was good daddy,” Tess moaned.

  “I needed that,” Bless said.

  “Well it’s far from over,” Tess stated.

  They never made it to the bedroom. Bless entered her from behind and gave her long strokes while he had her lie on her stomach, penetrating with each intense stroke with his big black dick turning the pain into pleasure. “Damn baby, damn, I…I…I love it.”

  Bless continued to give her every inch of him. He turned her around making her lie on her back as he entered her sweet box. Tess rotated her waist stimulating the pleasure to his dick even more. Bless threw her legs on his shoulders and drove right in. “Mmmmm,” Tess moaned with each pump until they came again. Then Bless flipped her around on her knees and put her ass in the air and her face down.

  He slowly inserted his dick savoring the moment, “Damn this pussy is so tight and wet.” He pumped harder and harder and faster. Tess was unable to control her passion anymore. She began to buck her ass, throwing it back on his dick while he pounded away. “Yeah throw that fat ass back,” he said while smacking it.

  “Fuck me, fuck me,” Tess yelled as Bless fucked her harder.

  “You love that, you love it,” he moaned.

  “Yes, yes, yes daddy,” Tess yelled back, “I love this dick.” He felt the muscle in her pussy tightening. She moaned as they both came at the same time. Bless and Tess made love every day for a straight month. He fucked her in every imaginable way possible until her pussy was sore.