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  “Girl, what’s wrong with you

  knocking on my door so early. I thought you were a stick up or the cops.” Rachel didn’t say anything. Black Ice saw the tears still in her eyes. Then he saw how red her face was and could tell she had been crying for a long time. “Baby, what’s wrong?

  Come in.” He said as he led her through the door. She sat down on the couch with tears again starting to roll down her face. Black Ice sat down next to her and noticed the cut on her neck. “Yo, who did that to you?”

  Black Ice asked with anger in his voice.

  Rachel wiped her tears off her face.

  “My, my uncle raped me tonight and cut me with a knife. He said that he’d do worse to me if I told somebody.”

  “What?” Black Ice said with anger and frustration coming over his face. He quickly got dressed and put the 44 calico-revolver in his waistband. “Yo, does he ever leave the house?”

  “Yes, he leaves at six in the morning every day to go to the store to buy a pack of cigarettes.”

  “Come on, Rachel” He said as he grabbed her hands.

  “Where are we going?” she asked.

  “I want you to point him out to me.”

  “Why? You can’t do anything to him.

  He will hurt me and my little cousins more than he has already. He told me not to tell anyone or he would do worse than he has already.”

  A few minutes later, Rachel and Black Ice were on the corner of Saratoga Avenue sitting in the car. “If he goes to the store, he will have to pass by this corner. The store is on the next block.” Black Ice said to aloud to no one in particular. Black Ice and Rachel patiently waited on the corner of the block. She couldn’t understand why they were there though. No sooner that she that thought crossed her mind, she saw her Uncle Brian walking towards them. “That’s him.”

  Rachel said pointing towards him.

  “Oh, I’ll let him get closer.” Black Ice said when he saw Brian. He got out of the car. Black Ice was standing on the side of a building waiting for Brian to get closer to him. When Brian appeared in his vision, Black Ice popped out from the side of the wall behind him. Brian was still walking unaware of Black Ice’s presence behind him.

  “Yo! Yo! Brian!”

  Brian turned around to see who was calling his name. AS soon as he turned his head, he instantly saw nothing but stars.

  Black Ice struck him in his head with the butt of the 44 calico-revolver. Brian tried to open his eyes to see who hit him. When his eyes finally were able to focus again, he was struck with the barrel of the gun to his face.

  “Yo what do you want?” Brain asked.

  “Go into that alley way.” Black Ice ordered.

  “What for?”

  “If you don’t go, I’m going to blow your fucking brains out, right here, right now.”

  “Alright” Brian said as he walked in to the alley way and was surprised to see Rachel standing right there. “What the fuck is this?”

  “Don’t play stupid, nigga. You raped my woman.”

  Brian turned around to face Black Ice,

  “Fuck you and your bitch! The pussy was good. What you going to do nigga, shoot me? I bet if you put that gun down I’d whip your ass.” Brian said.

  “Oh yea” Black Ice put the gun back in his waist band and covered it up with his shirt.

  “Black Ice, please let’s just go.”

  Rachel said.

  “Step back, Rachel. And let me handle this.” Black Ice said staring at Brian.

  “Yea, bitch shut up! Let this pussy handle his business. After I fuck him up, I’m going to fuck him too. Then I’m going to stab the both of you mother fuckers!”

  Brian hollered.

  Just as Brian said the last word that came out of his mouth, Black Ice punched him in the jaw and jabbed him in the nose.

  Brian stumbled backwards. Brian pulled out a five inch knife that curved at the tip. He started swinging it at Black Ice. He moved to the side and dodged the knives pathway.

  Brian came towards Black Ice with the blade pointed at him trying to run it in him. Black Ice punched Brian in the eye slowing down his attack. Black Ice grabbed Brian’s hand that had the knife and twisted his arm back.

  Brian hollered and dropped the knife to the ground. Black Ice twisted harder until he heard a popping sound. He knew he broke his arm. He released his grip and Brian went to his knees crying holding on to his arm. “You son of a bitch, you broke my fucking arm!”

  Brian tried to reach for the knife on the ground, but he only got kicked in his face before he got close to it. Rachel stood back watching the whole thing in shock, not knowing what to do. Brian stood up and Black Ice clinched his hand around his throat. Brian gasped for air. He tried to punch black Ice in the face, but it had no effect on him. Black Ice gripped tighter on his throat and he squeezed Brian’s wind pipe until his sharp fingernails pierced his flesh.

  Brian squirmed and did his best to get free from Black Ice. Black Ice outweighed him with his brutal strength. Brian saw the rage in Black Ice’s eyes and felt his body get weaker. He continued to slowly try to swing at Black Ice in the face, but with each swing he made the hits became lighter. Black Ice kept squeezing tighter and locked down on his wind pipe. With all his strength, the flesh from Brian’s neck started to tear and rip apart. Black Ice pulled with all his might and ripped away the flesh he had locked in his hand. A big whole opened up on Brian’s neck and blood poured out as Brian fell to the ground.

  “Oh my God!” Rachel screamed.

  “Shut up, Rachel!” Black Ice yelled at her.

  She walked over to Black Ice and her uncle’s body that was squirming and flopping around on the ground. Then there was no movement at all. Rachel reached for Black Ice’s hands. She looked to see the blood and what he still had holding in his hand. He opened his hands to let her see.

  Rachel couldn’t believe what her eyes had seen. Black Ice had a piece of her uncle’s wind pipe. “You ripped out his wind pipe?”

  Rachel screamed. Black Ice gave her an evil eye. He got up and put the piece of flesh in his pocket. He picked up the knife that Brian dropped to the ground.

  “What are you doing?” Rachel asked.

  “Didn’t I tell you to shut up?” Black Ice said. Rachel looked in his eyes and saw nothing but evil in them. Black Ice pulled down Brian’s jeans and then his boxers. He took the knife and grabbed his dick and started sawing away at it. Rachel screamed at what she saw. She heard people in the neighborhood talk about how evil and cold hearted Black Ice was, but she never believed them. Now, with her own eyes she saw him kill someone without breaking a sweat and doing monstrous things to the dead body.

  Rachel threw up in the alley way.

  When Black Ice detached Brian’s dick from his dead body, he took it and stuffed it in Brian’s mouth. “Talk shit now, punk!”

  Black Ice grabbed Rachel even

  though she was still throwing up and pulled her out of the alley way. He took her back to the car and drove back to his apartment.

  That was Rachel’s first time seeing him kill someone, but she knew in her heart it wasn’t the first time.

  “Rachel, you can’t ever go back and live with Momma. You go back and tell her that you’re pregnant and you are going to live with me.”

  “Okay.” Rachel said sick to her stomach and crying.

  “Why the fuck are you crying? I know you aren’t crying over that rapist uncle of yours.”

  “No, but why did you kill him? I never seen anybody get killed before.”

  “Listen Rachel, I don’t want you to ever bring this shit up again. I killed him because he touched what is mines and no one touches what is mines.”

  From that day on, Rachel stayed with Black Ice. Everything was what she dreamed of. They made love every night and day. He wined and dined her. He took her to all of her doctor’s appointments to check on their baby growing inside her.

  When Rachel gave birth to a baby boy, she named him Michael Jun
ior, after his father. After the birth of her son, was when the abuse started. Black Ice wouldn’t let her leave the apartment and became very possessive of her. He’d beat Rachel for everything and anything. Even if the baby would cry, he would beat her. Rachel learned the hard way while the streets called Michael Sr., Black Ice. Rachel stepped back into reality and watched Black Ice naked body for the back. He was standing at the dresser with sweat running down his back and the glass crack pipe in his mouth. She continued to watch as he inhaled the crack smoke again and again. Rachel covered her face thinking it always wasn’t like this.

  Chapter 8

  “Bitch, take this dick. Whose pussy is this?”

  “This pussy is yours. Mmm, yes daddy. Fuck me, fuck me, yes.” Lisa moaned. “Fuck me, Caesar.”

  Caesar pounded away on Lisa’s pussy from the back. He smacked her ass and watched it shake while giving long hard strokes up inside Lisa. “I’m about to cum.”

  He yelled as he squeezed her ass even tighter and pounded even faster and harder.

  When he came, he felt his body go weak and his dick going limp. He collapsed down on the bed and Lisa did the same lying right next to him. Both of their bodies were covered in sweat and weak from fucking.

  “Damn, baby that felt so good.” Lisa said out of breath.

  “I’ll bet he don’t fuck you like that.

  Does he?” Caesar asked.

  “No, daddy, only you put it on me like that. He can’t go that long or that deep.”

  Lisa said to Caesar about Ace.

  Lisa and Caesar busted out laughing.

  “Yo, how’s Mark?” Caesar asked.

  “He’s fine baby. I gave him the new clothes you got for him.”

  “I don’t know how Ace can’t tell that’s not his kid.” Caesar said to Lisa.

  “Mark looks just like me.”

  “Nigga please, I have that nigga so pussy whipped. He doesn’t know left from right.” Lisa said while giggling.

  “Have you been getting in his head about Black Ice.? I need him with me if we’re going to take out Black Ice’s business.”

  “Yes, I been fucking with him and pushing his buttons. He’s with it. He scared some nigga with more money is going to come along and take me away from him.

  Caesar smiled, “Too bad he don’t know a nigga already took you without him knowing. But on the real, boo. Keep getting into his head and make sure he stays down with the plan and after we take over.

  I’m going to take you away from that lame ass nigga and make you mine.”

  “Oh daddy,” Lisa replied. She licked her lips and grabbed his dick and slit it into her wet, warm mouth.

  “Mmmm, yeah girl, suck that shit.”

  Caesar said. Lisa used her tongue and licked around the head of his dick. She used moved her tongue to make her way down to his balls and took each, one by one, and sucked on them. “Ahhh shit, yes baby.”

  Caesar said while clenching his teeth. Lisa took both of his balls in her mouth and sucked them at the same time. “Damn girl.”

  She made her way back to the head of his dick and worked away at it.

  As Lisa worked her magic, Caesar thought to himself, everything is going as planned. Caesar has been fucking Lisa for three years now. Ace warned him when they first got together not to fuck with Lisa on that level. Everybody knows the saying

  ‘You can’t turn a whore in to a housewife’.

  Lisa was a whore in its true form. She had fucked every nigga in Brownsville projects.

  Then Ace came along and made her his girl and got her pregnant. He moved her out of the projects.

  No soon after Lisa had the baby, Caesar found her cheating on Ace with some dude from the Bronx. She was giving him head in the backseat of his car. Lisa had seen Caesar’s care roll by and knew he saw her. She knew that she fucked up. She didn’t want to lose the meal ticket with Ace.

  So, Lisa put that magic dick suck game on Caesar. Since then, they were fucking ever since. He started fucking her raw and she ended up pregnant with Caesar’s baby.

  Being the true scandalous chick she was, she lied and told Ace it was his baby. And she still kept Caesar on the side so she could have her cake and eat it too.

  Caesar let out a loud moan as he busted a nut in Lisa’s mouth. “Swallow every drip of my cum and lick it off my dick.” Caesar smiled to himself. He thought no way in hell was he going to take this scandalous bitch from Ace and take care of her. If she cheats on her man, she will damn sure do the same to him. When he takes over Black Ices’ drug business, he will take his son, Mark, from her and raise his son himself. But, before he leaves her ass to fend for herself, he will use Lisa to keep Ace from backing out on him. He will just keep enjoying the good ass head she be giving to him.

  Chapter 9

  Black Ice was furious. It’s been months and he still hasn’t heard a word from Roxy. She had run away when he was gone the day after he found her fucking those two guys that he killed. Every day that went by and he couldn’t find her, the angrier he got.

  It showed he took it out on Rachel. “Bitch, I told you to smoke this shit!”

  “No I won’t.” Black Ice punched her in the nose that sent her flying back. Rachel punched him back, but her hit did little to nothing to him. Black Ice punched her again and again until Rachel fell to the floor.

  She curled up into a ball, covering herself.

  Michael Jr. watched as his father repeatedly kicked his mother on the floor over and over again. Tears rolled down his little face. He cried for the beating his mother was getting.

  Michael cried out as his father bent down to stop hurting his mother. But his father just bent down and continued to punch Rachel in the head.

  Michael couldn’t understand why his father hit his mother and beat her to bad that it left marks on her body. It always left his mother crying for days. She would even cry on days that she didn’t get beat by him.

  Michael knew why thought. He knew that his mother would be thinking the same thing that he did. Why did his father always hit her? He hollered at his father, “Daddy, daddy, stop!” Michael couldn’t let him continue to hit his mother. He knew that he couldn’t stop his father, but that wouldn’t stop him from trying to help her. Michael ran toward his father in hopes of biting him in the leg again. Black Ice turned around and saw his son running towards him. One quick move, he back handed Michael upside the head. “Your little ass wants some, I’ll give you some,” Black Ice said. He walked over to his son and smacked him again.

  Rachel glanced to see her son on the floor crying and getting beat by his father. She used the little strength she had left and got up. She rand and jumped on Black Ice’s back and wrapped her arms around his neck.

  “Stop hitting my son, you bastard! I’ll kill you myself. Leave my baby alone.”

  Rachel’s grip tightened around his neck causing Black Ice to squirm around to try and shake her off him. But, he couldn’t.

  He usually overpowered Rachel’s defenses.

  Since Black Ice had been smoking crack, he lost a lot of weight. His 220 frame went down to 50 and his wife almost weighed more than him now. “Get off me, bitch.”

  Black Ice leaned his back over flipping Rachel off him. He went to the living room where the TV was and pulled the extension cord from the wall and wrapped it around his hand.

  “I’ll teach you two to try and jump me.” He swung down hitting Michael with the extension cord across his face. Then he hit Rachel. Rachel crawled over to her son and used her body to shield her son from Black Ice.

  “You both are stupid mother fuckers.

  I run this house!” Black Ice yelled. Rachel and Michael cried while both trying to take the beating for each other. Black Ice kept swinging the extension cord beating his wife and son until he was out of breath. “That should teach you the next time you all try some shit like that again. The next time will be worse.” He said as he walked away leaving the apartment.

  Black Ice left his wife and son
crying and bleeding. They were covered with welts to their skin.

  “See mommy. I won’t let you get beat by yourself. We’ll get beat together.”

  Michael said to his mother.

  Rachel lay on the floor holding her son. It took her a minute to clearly understand what her son had just said to her, but once she did, she cried uncontrollably.

  She understood now that all this abuse was traumatizing her baby. Michael looked up from under his mother’s arms to see her crying even harder. “Mommy, don’t cry. I love you. Please don’t cry. I’ll always take the beatings with you.” Michael started crying seeing his mother cry. They lay on the floor holding each other and cried their pains away.

  Chapter 10

  Black Ice pulled his Lexus ES slowly in front of the Brownsville Projects on Mother Gaston Avenue. He watched Ace and Caesar running the block with the workers. Black Ice rolled down his passenger window, “Yo, jump the fuck in.”

  Ace and Caesar got in the back seat of the car. “Where’s my money?” Black Ice demanded while holding his 44 calico-revolver in his lap.

  “I got three thousand for you, here.”

  Caesar said and passed him the bundle of money.

  “Yo, I got two thousand for you.” Ace replied while handing him the money.

  “Yo, where the fuck is the rest of it?”

  “Yo, Black Ice we gave you the rest of it yesterday. I gave you 3 G and Ace gave you 4 G. You don’t remember?” Caesar answered.

  Black Ice raised his gun and pointed it in Caesar’s face. “Nigga, you better not be playing with my money. I think you’re playing with my money.” Black Ice said devilishly.

  Caesar looked in his eyes and knew he just saw the devil. “Black Ice, I’m telling you, boss we gave you everything yesterday.”

  “I know, fool. I’m just testing you.”

  Black Ice replied while putting his gun back on his lap. Before Black Ice pulled away he handed Caesar twelve ounces a piece to bag up. Caesar and Ace go out of the car and Black Ice drove off.

  They walked over to Caesar’s car, an Acura Legend and got in. Ace leaned in the driver side window to talk to Caesar. “Yo, you see what I mean that nigga smoking to much of that shit. He almost killed our ass for thinking we didn’t pay him.”